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bookishghosti feel lost. and i think, possibly, that i always feel lost. i’m not sure when i will ever feel found. i do not wander, yet still, i am lost.
spent most of yesterday playing random games that weren’t very fun or doomscrolling youtube (both long form and short form). i just. i couldn’t figure out what i really wanted to do. i needed to work, but i also needed a break from work, and i searched and i searched and i searched and i couldn’t find anything truly fulfilling. i hope i find something fulfilling soon. i hope i find myself soon.
spent most of yesterday playing random games that weren’t very fun or doomscrolling youtube (both long form and short form). i just. i couldn’t figure out what i really wanted to do. i needed to work, but i also needed a break from work, and i searched and i searched and i searched and i couldn’t find anything truly fulfilling. i hope i find something fulfilling soon. i hope i find myself soon.
