long time no see

[bookishghost]

my internet friend from 2018… she was supposed to be a successful engineer by now. she was always a little bit cooler than me, a little bit smarter than me, a little bit older than me. i loved her. i looked up to her. i thought she would go places; do great things.

we lost touch in 2020. but i recently discovered that she’s a twitch streamer… who uses a fake high-pitched voice and one of those virtual avatars… who says “i’m so shy and quirky”… who talks about turning women into husbands?????? i just… who are you??? what happened???