歡迎光臨！

hello! you can call me ghostie (she/they). this is just a silly little journal about my silly little life. i am many things:

🤍 23 y.o.
🤍 aroace
🤍 asian american
🤍 socially anxious
🤍 middle school english teacher
🤍 lover of literature and alliteration
🤍 chaos incarnate trying to fit in a box. why are there so many hard edges in this box

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my 2025 mantra

i recently subscribed to a silly little newsletter by a silly little comedian (Rekha Shankar, who happens to be producing a movie!). she was talking about improv shows and to-do lists and Stardew Valley. and then she said this: Stardew reminds me I don’t exist just to produce work, but to be happy. [...] So my new "work” method in 2025, ironically, is actually to have more “play.” Do you have a 2025 mantra?

and that reminds me that i do, as a matter of fact! i just kind of... forgot! but it is, very simply: "Be brave." for a very long time, i have chosen to be scared and avoided doing a lot of things, but i have also chosen to be brave and accomplished many others. i learned to drive. i went to college. i went to a concert by myself. i got a part-time job. i started student teaching. i figure if i choose to be brave more often, i'll be experienced and wise and accomplished and happy more often, too. the being brave is the hard part--but you only have to do it once. then it's not so scary anymore. i just need everything to be not so scary anymore. maybe that’s what it means to grow up.